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| - By BladeOfHope Isn't it Cruel How the world responds To pain? And isn't it Fuel For emotions and These flames? It's not like I wanted To hurt you all so much, And it's not like I hunted For a reason to be bad luck. I wish that you could see me For the cat I really am. It's not so hard to be me, Until I'm the one you blame. Tell me what I did wrong? Tell me, show me, please! Why couldn't you just play along And hear my voice on the breeze? I didn't ask to be The cat with violet eyes. I didn't choose the Free So that you could weave these lies. So what if They're an underground and Cunning enemy? Maybe I like it, And maybe this is me. The Free are real and honest; I know they understand. I don't care how much I promised you. I'll live below the land. Yes, my name's Sardonyx. I'm the cat you've heard about. I'm tired of all the groups and cliques That forced me down and out. I can't be Your perfect And pristine Warrior true, Nor can I Be honest And say that I love you. I know it's Not easy To hide what I was to you, But you know that I'm Not perfect - I'm a shadow of Hatred and rue. I don't care if you hate me. You can shun me; I'll be fine. As long as you don't make me Come back, then I'll be fine. I'll die someday in glory; I'll walk among the stars! Will you cherish memories of my life? I'll always remember ours. Ah, warriors, how I'll miss you, Despite your pureblood moan; Kittypets, well I wish you, And rogues: don't hunt alone. My advice I will Offer, No matter if you Hear. Even when I'm Gone, I promise I'll always be Near. Even if it means I have to leave, Cry tears, Run in fear, Disappear, I'll always remember the cats I left. I lived, I loved, I was here. Yes, I know you didn't love me back. It hurt, It killed me, It bruised, But no matter where I am, I know I'll remember You knew I loved you. Accused of using magic To create my own supplies, I was only being honest, And now here's my demise.
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