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It's been three months since that fateful day the kits left me to deal with the cruel casualties of life, and spend the rest of it mourning them. It's been three moons since my life has felt like an endless horizon. It has been three months since I realized how terribly I had been lied to. Because nothing is better now; if anything it is all becoming worse than the state it had been in before, although I probably should have expected it. The Clan is now in a civil was, debates over leadership continue to rage and more cats were dying than the amount that had been killed due to Sagestar. So naive.

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rdfs:comment	It's been three months since that fateful day the kits left me to deal with the cruel casualties of life, and spend the rest of it mourning them. It's been three moons since my life has felt like an endless horizon. It has been three months since I realized how terribly I had been lied to. Because nothing is better now; if anything it is all becoming worse than the state it had been in before, although I probably should have expected it. The Clan is now in a civil was, debates over leadership continue to rage and more cats were dying than the amount that had been killed due to Sagestar. So naive.
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abstract	It's been three months since that fateful day the kits left me to deal with the cruel casualties of life, and spend the rest of it mourning them. It's been three moons since my life has felt like an endless horizon. It has been three months since I realized how terribly I had been lied to. Because nothing is better now; if anything it is all becoming worse than the state it had been in before, although I probably should have expected it. The Clan is now in a civil was, debates over leadership continue to rage and more cats were dying than the amount that had been killed due to Sagestar. I was infuriated with StarClan. For letting me believe that anything could ever be fixed. For letting me believe that it might all turn out okay. For letting me believe I could get away with what I deserved, even if it wasn't my fault. I had been so foolish. So naive. So desperate. And I still was. What was upsetting was that I knew I would fall for the trick again, if someone tried to use it as bait. I would kill a den of badgers, thinking it would make everything better; although I should be able to understand that it made no sense at all. Spiritpaw and I no longer live in the same den, although we strike a conversation if we catch each other hunting once in a while. Ever since I lost the kits, ever since I cried, I've been trying to detach from everything in my life. Wishspirit has yet to reappear in my dreams, and I would advise to her that she doesn't. Because I will kill her the moment she does. For giving me empty hope. For actually letting me believe. For taking the kits from me. I remember when I had felt slightly empty because the kits were such and ease and they no longer gave me the loud purpose of living that they used to. But without them, I realized, I felt duller than I might have ever been able to imagine. I felt pointless. I realized, with a sharp pang, that they would be six moons old now, had they still been living. They would be about to become apprentices. Or maybe not. Sagestar would still be the ruler, and he didn't care for ceremonies or new apprentices. He just cared for food. Not that the cats who were trying to take over his position were much better. Instead of being hungry for food they craved power more than anything else. And their Clan was suffering from it. The forest was suffering. But then, the forest already had been suffering. The forest had always been suffering, or for as long as I had ever known it. The reason being that it was suffering because of me.

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