Stanley's different somehow, since Eleanor came along. He tells me he's happy even without the money from the club. Even though she's gone, Doctor Lamb's people still come around with a few dollars, and we scrape by. But Stanley's been sneaking off at night again...and the next day, sometimes his eyes have a wrongness to them. Makes Eleanor talk about missing her Momma, like our home isn't safe. Guts me every time.