I chose 'If Only You Knew' to be my first anthology page for one very specific reason - I don't remember much of it. I wrote this story on two different days, with about three days in between. I remember writing the story fairly clearly - I entered the bathroom, I indulged in a very very fun illegal substance, I took a shower, and then I came out and wrote this story. I used this same routine both times that I wrote. Writing this story was just about the most fun I'd had writing in a very long time, which led to it being one of my longest stories. In fact, I believe it is my third longest story overall, behind A Front and Tien Origins, and my longest one-shot by quite a bit. It is also the longest one-shot that I know of on the site, although there may be longer ones depending on your defi