I have no idea how or when it began. But most of my life has been a series of bad events and failures and I started suffering even as a young child. During my first years of school my teachers said that I was gifted. School was easy and I loved it and loved learning. But unfortunately I was singled out and before I knew it, I were bullied every single day. Suddenly I hated school and every day became a struggle to "survive". This went on for about 4 years and suddenly thoughts of suicide entered my mind. I had an emotional breakdown and my depression was born before I even became a teenager.