"The man... you talked of... did you...""No, I didn't kill him. But I tried to.""And are you disappointed that you didn't succeed... or maybe a little relieved?""A friend of mine says that if I don't change the way I do things... the way I live my life... I will end up bloody and alone.""You believe that?""I'm not afraid of dying.""Lot of people aren't, comes right down to it. It's living scares the holy crap out of 'em.""You know what I do? Who I am?""Sacrament of Penance, like I told you. Don't have to worry about-""It's not what I'm asking.""Yes, Matthew, I'm not an idiot. I have a pretty good idea who you are... and what you do. How you do it... That's something else entirely.""Accident... when I was a kid. Used to think it was God's will.""Used to?""Yeah, he made each and every one of