God knows what. To the hell with it. I've had some problems in my life, but never in a way I couldn't express myself like now. I promise you reader that this is pure babbling and nothing else. Guaranteed. Do I know what to do next? Is this what is constantly refered to as a 'writer's block?' I don't really know. I can't even express my current state of mind. I don't know whether 'state of mind' is a good description of it, anyway. I set myself to read "Don Quixote" in English, followed by "Don Quixote" in Spanish, back to back, but I don't speak Spanish. I don't even speak English well enough.