After that, she came to believe that nothing she sees is real, and she can see reality only closing her eyes. Also, she plucked wires on the head of her doll, Charlie since she believes this is how he looks like with her eyes closed. Furthermore she didn't like the bathtub any more because when submerged she could forget how to get out because the "Shadows" don't want her to. She also somehow knew the name "Matrix".