There was nothing I loved more than nature and her miraculous beauty. The forest of endless giant trees that stretched for thousands of miles was the emerald of the Planet Earth. I loved to just look out of a window and stare at them forever, absorbing the miracle of Nature. Indeed, it was amazing. I was made to cause terror and destruction, even though I hated hurting others. I was functioning to get revenge on a person who had done me no harm. I was alive to kill, though I would rather die than kill an innocent person. I existed only to kill someone I didn’t even know.