When I ordered the secret I was at the time living with my mother-in-law. My life partner was pregnant with our second child. I did not have a job and my partner was unable to work anymore because of the pregnancy. I could not get a job because of legal matters. There were a lot of things going on in the house at the time because of my partners brothers. I can honestly say that, I was at the lowest point in my life. I was being disrespected in my face and behind my back. We were barely eating, it got to a point were I was raking leaves just to try and feed my family. H S