p l e a s e s a v e m e feelings twisting, is this right or is this wrong? happy sadness which one do i feel? questions piling what is my answer? the thoughts take hold I cant even think its painful ache. It ebbs on and on. my heart weakens, is there a remedy? make the thoughts go away there's not a seat for me a gift that gives life its flesh being the core each bringing the hope of a fresh start against all odds by age it starts to grow the days go by, presently, I feel the same. nothing much has changed i l l t r y i n v a i n