To be quite frank, I hate my life. It's not just as incredibly dull as it is difficult work. Throughout my life I've seen the same exact cycle, every single day - wake up, go to work for the rest of the day, eat, serve our boss, sleep, rinse and repeat. Obviously it's a pretty bad life, but I've grown accustomed to it. If I was unable to get used to it, I would've died after the first day. One of the most terrifying and awful experiences of my life was about a month ago. I had finally come home from my daily scout, and what I saw when I entered the building would scar me for life.