As a young man he would not found any special joy in women, he was renown for not dealign much with them, and to never had spoken of any desire or taste for the other gender.This would change with the years as society's ways would change this, making him a man who could see sensuality even in the way a woman would lift up a cup. He was never supposed to one day become a soldier, nor diplomat, nor satrap; he was not trained for any of this since he was not the heir of his father yet he would have to face this in his life, all of this professions he later took would prove one thing, his hate for any kind of actual rigid work with others, and hence his agressiveness, with time this aspect of his would be controlled by years of meditation and experience, but until that came to be, he kept bein