Well, I had just been eliminated. I'd made it so far, but I obviously wasn't good enough. I thought back to my final words on the show. I closed my eyes. "Why did I tell him that?" I sighed aloud. When Nalyd had told me that he was sorry, I'd forgiven him. But I lied to him, everyone on the show, the world, but worst of all... myself. I felt so guilty for what I had done. Wishing desperately that I could rewind time and take it all back. But what had been done, was done. There was no going back, and I knew I had to live my life knowing that. The reason for the way I acted was this: I had a reputation. I thought that if I took him back, everyone would think that I was weak. It was stupid of me to do that. I didn't want to say those things to him, I did it so I would look like a strong, inde