Matt has posted a list of the pros and cons of going to heaven. Adam reckons that when we finally figure out who killed me a door will appear. And then I'm supposed to step through to heaven or something. Which makes me feel a bit weird. I started thinking - do I really want to go? I sort of asked Christa about it and she said I should make a list, with all the positives and negatives. She called it a Christalist. But because I'm doing it I'm calling it a Mattlist. Reasons to Go Reasons to Stay If that's the case I think I'm going to be here for quite a while.