Message: 3/22 Posted Author Me Wed Oct 02 Hot Rod Uhh.. hey, guys. I, uhm.. sorry I haven't posted anything before this, but... well. *he looks away from the camera uneasily, then seems to make an internal decision and turns back, his voice steadier* I want to apologize for the way I've been acting lately. I blew up on a few people and I wish I hadn't. So I'm sorry. I.. my life's just kind of been turned upside-down here and I guess I'm having some trouble readjusting to it.. *he trails off thoughtfully, tightening a fist, then looking back up at the recorder* Okay, a lot. But all I really want is my own life back -- is that so much to ask? I'm trying to get back to some semblence of normality here, and I can't do that if I have people throwing accusations at me from all sides. Please, guy